recap later

I promise I will recap the last couple of days later in the week. I am honestly too tired and worn out right now- mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually. It has been a rough few days around these parts but there is a light at the end of the tunnel. There is resilience just when I think there is only weakness. There is endurance when I feel exhaustion coming on. There is still laughter, still joy, still hope. And that is a blessing.

I have to give 2 speeches this week to wrap up my summer class so pray for me. As much as I love talking to people- I HATE talking at people. I am a terribly public speaker so I'm practicing a lot and rehearsing but I have never done well in front of large groups of strange people. ACK. I'm nervous just thinking about. The only redeeming value here is that my professor video tapes the speeches and I made the mistake of mentioning that to a few people so now we will all get to laugh at my feeble attempt to make homemade playdoh and explain the benefits of eating breakfast. Great topics, I know.

Goodnight and good luck.